I'M SICK OF YOUR LOVE.

YOU LOVE ME?

AWW ! TOO LATE, I've fall in love with TAYLOR LAUTNER! (: <3

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA! ;)




I'M SICK OF YOUR LOVE.
I'M SICK OF YOUR LOVE.
I'M SICK OF YOUR LOVE.
I'M SICK OF YOUR LOVE.



with LOVE,
SAAAAAAAAAAF. (:

The meaning of Safira. (:

Safira=Sapphire.



Sapphire has long symbolized truth, sincerity, and faithfulness.



Sapphires draw protection, and prophetic wisdom. Attracts and oversees one's divine destiny or "mission" in life, instilling hope, faith and joy during the journey.



Sapphires bring Light, Joy and Peace.They open the mind to beauty and intuition, and bring with it the hope of fulfilling your dreams and desires of the heart.



Sapphire can focus healing, loving energy on anyone needing it, without the any participation, in this way it seems to possess an innate higher intelligence of it's own.

gorgeous babe!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FATIN IYAAAAH!


stay pretty! (:


with love,
saff (:

my brother bear!

i wanna wish a happy belated birthday to Mizwar Mohammad! stay fluffy and wish you stay strong with kaka tifa. RAWWWWR! HAHAHAHA! :)




xx


tii here now,
safffff! <3

shots! (Y)

the latest shots i've took. :D



FIZAH & RYYN.





i know this is random, but i got 2nd on last photography class of the ' best randomest shot' HAHAHAAH! :p *sounds so weird






SUNSET. This shot was taken in Pantai Tungku. i didn't know they had a great view there. EHEHEEE! ;P




Till heree,
byee.
love, saff!

can't get you out of my head.

I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart.






i just knew that,
"Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime."

love it.

I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY.

loving it so muchie much! (:

today, daddy teach some photography skills and i took some shots at berakas beach. i thought photography is just easy as a pie and i just knew it was not that easy as you see it was. need some skills/techniques to take a perfect figure of something.


guess what? I'm invited to join the photography class for teenagers at the embassy of Indonesia, alta invited me , actually. It'll start somewhere in April. well, the venue I'm not sure yet. maybe tasek or somewhere atleast around nature. obviously.


then after we took some shots, we're giving it to the one whose in charge/pro at it and he'll pick the bestest and put it in the embassy of Indonesia's deco? is it? oh well. Uncle.Neddie is the one whose going to teach us and guide us while were taking shots.




awesome? :) HEHEHEH!



till here now.

bye. (:

movies attack! :D

last saturday, me, fatin and farhana went to mall and watch 'remember me'.



In the romantic drama Remember Me, Robert Pattinson plays Tyler, a rebellious young man in New York City who has a strained relationship with his father (Pierce Brosnan) ever since tragedy separated their family. Tyler didn’t think anyone could possibly understand what he was going through until the day he met Ally (Emilie de Ravin) through an unusual twist of fate. Love was the last thing on his mind, but as her spirit unexpectedly heals and inspires him, he begins to fall for her. Through their love, he begins to find happiness and meaning in his life. But soon, hidden secrets are revealed, and the circumstances that brought them together slowly threaten to tear them apart. Remember Me is an unforgettable story about the power of love, the strength of family, and the importance of living passionately and treasuring every day of one’s life.


AND AFTER THE MOVIE, I bought 'the spy next door'





yeaaah, i know this is out in cinema. but i didn't have the time to watch it :p HEHEHEHE!









OKAAAY TILL HERE.




with love,
saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaf. :)

i'll do it.

what do you want for your birthday?


not much. just a simple thing.


what is it?


you to leave me and find your truly love is.


how could you say that?



cause its the best way. i'm not good for you. if you love me, so leave me.

me.

location: my room.















... <3.....
saffffffff.

irika ishan! :)

irika:) your so adorable you know. *pinches cheek. btw, this is irina's baby sister (irika).


IMY! HAHAHHAAH!



random post!




with loveeeeeeeeeee,
saaff. :D

i'm your number 1# fan!

"you're dead drop CUTE!"





i love you. :)

stay smexy! :)

Happy birthdaay to Nadia iffani sahari and anati phaw! hope you two smexy ladies have a blast and stay HOT! :)




Nadia Iffani Sahari :)




xxx




Anati Phaw :)




xxx




don't mind the editing guys. i know I'm a amateur on editing. sorry. :)




with lotsa love,
saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafffffffff.

its her day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my beloved friend QUDSIYAH BINTI HAJI KASSIM. wish you all the best and may god bless youu.







Since you love black and white, i edited your photo into black and white. Special for you CAI. ;)











with lotsa love,

saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaafff.

i just love my aunt's camera.

aloha people. :) i wanna post some pics that i took last December with my uncle's wife(so called (new) auntie) HAHAH! WTH. seriously they just got married last december OKAY. heheheh! :D so here are the picturees! :)






okaay, here is grandpa connett, not my grandpa though. :P my aunts step dad. HAHAHA!




now, thats grandpa connett and his step son? O.o i don't know and i'm not that kepo to ask that if he is his real son. sounds wrong. eeekss.



POSING WITH THE BEERS? :P i ask them too. but we don't drink, we just POSE.




so here she is. my aunt. :) i love this one. i feel like a pro taking this. :P





the resort.



FYI,she use EF 24-70mm f/2.8L USM Lens. (i'm so friggin jealous now)




i'll stop here.

with love,
saaaaaaaafffffff:).

LOVE.PLAIN.SIMPLE

I get butterflies,
every time,
You look at me, smile to me, talk to me.
Big cheesy smiles across my face,
You fill that empty place,
Deep in my heart,
Where it has been lonely for such a long while,
I hope we never part.
Because if we did…
I don’t know if I could take it..
I’m giving you my heart..
Please don’t break it.
Oh I feel for you so much,
When your not with me
Oh how I miss your smile.
I go crazy waiting for your reply,
When I can’t talk to you I want to cry.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way..
Feelings for you come more and more each and every day,
You know how to make me smile
I hate being away from you
Even for a little while
You’re so sweet
When I'm near you, my whole body fills with heat,
And I have an out of control heart beat.
I cant control myself
I cant help but want you all to myself.
I can’t think of enough words to explain,
My feelings for you are simple, there plain.
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
I'm so glad we found each other
I'm so glad we love one another.
There are only so many words to use to say
You are more then okay
You’re mine babe.




love you always,F:)

thats what friends are for! :)

todaayyyy, was incredibly fun playing with kuan ning, bin wei, khoo, hong yao and raziq! :D we played during the geography period, mdm.karen gave us two FREE periods. cool right? ;) first thing in the morning i sat with ching lian cause i feel so damn lonely at the back siting with no one cause jia yin is absent. :( so, ching lian and me as usual talk girly girly stuff and all the BLA BLA stories. i remembered that time we used to do it last year, and we did it today..and with khoo TOO! he sits at my place while i'm in shakirah's. but when hong yao started sitting at jia yin's place it was kinda noisy and hes so annoying! calling me mama! ==' it sounds inappropriate. ugh.


so when, geography period starts, bin wei sits at irina's place and so do the other boys gather around. and you know what did we played? firstly, ABC GAME- (name of a random thing)it was soo FUN! we felt like we're still in primary. lols! than after that, we played THE TRUTH, DARE AND RATHER GAME! ;) SOOOO fuuuuuun! but kid teck quit when the bottle thing points to him, and we're like COWWWWWWWWAAARRDDDD! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! but, i always didn't get my turn so, YEAPPERRRSS! hahaha!


the sickest part when its bin wei's turn. the boys dared him to kiss me(*scoffafterscoffFAYYscoffangry*) =='. then kuan ning was like NOOO, BIN! later someone kill you. *winks at me. then bin wei was like, oh yeaaa, i forgot..cheeky smile! me: wtf lah you guys. ==' so they change person too HONG YAO! HAHHAHAH and he really kiss hong yao. O.O i was like .....(O.O)'''.....
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
IT WAS SO fun today though. :D



did talk to him today, after school. :) he gave me a box of chocolate wih a pink ribbon on it. :) cute rite? then i go awww, thats so sweet fayy. thank you. then *hugs* its normal to hug your own boyfriend right? HAHAH. wth. and i melted. HAHAHA. the chocolate didn't melt but the other way aroud, i seriously melted. HAHAH! HE was dead drop hot that time. my gosh. for the last time, Thanks for the advance valentine's day gift FAYYYYYY! i LALALALOVE youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :)


i think thats all for today.




xoxo,
saff!

what a boring day. :(

today was so boring. there's mid-week service earl in the morning today and there was just me, fizah, fatin, naqibah, sidrah aand lastly kirah but she came late and i thought she's not coming to school today. oh yeah, and before that farhana came to school at about 7+ but only for giving a slip to fatin cause she's still having a fever. :( it was soo booring without her this following days.

in mid-week me, fatin and fizah kept on talking-talking while the ugama teacher is giving the advice of something. yes, we didnt pay attention at anything. but the good thing is the ugama teacher didnt catch us or anything , he just kept on the BLA BLA speech, which is sooo weird. well, its not even close to the tittle we are learning. wtf lah. so we BLA BLA too.

went to the basketball court as usual, waiting for my auntie to pick me up. but these days, i'm always alone while waiting cause farhana is absent and fizah is on duty. i was so damn bored, and my auntie pick me up late too. uggh. i just hate it. but theres this guy staring at me like i did something crazy or whatever. hes in form 5 , i think. he really freaked me out. shiz man. but, when his car is here, he walked pass me and gave me a super huge smile, i was like. ookaayy....? thats so weird. but i think he looks familiar(duh,one school mah).. or maybe the same CCA as me last year. idk. oh well. tomorrow i'll do that to him that what he did to me and say HELLOOO! *big famous safira's happy smile* and run away. :P nahh, such a coward. i'll say hi, though. HAHAH! thank god hes not that tall or huge. *no offense. okay tahts it for today.



ily, Fayy<3!



xoxo,
saff.

is it the right feeling?

i don't know is this feeling right or wrong. :/ love him? love him not? am i seriously fall in' love with him or not..? does he really loves me? or just a run off heartbreaking relationship, from his past? wtf. but he says he really loves me...since like couple of months ago, but he didn't show up anywhere or or lets say nowhere near my classmates nor best friends. is that what you called 'in a relationship' with a someone? eff no, i guess. are you ashamed being in a relationship with a girl two years younger than you? or maybe, you got another reason of why you don't wanna show up? but, why didnt you tell me..if there is? i didn't bother you didn't show up few days ago, cause i know you are super busy with your duty. but i know you went pass by me and my friends when we are in the canteen. you did smile, but you didn't talk to me or even say hi?












my friends was like are you sure you both really love each other? and i feel like piece of crap, when i said that we are. you did talk to me after that, i know. but you are like avoiding yourself around my friends. AND that's what i hate it. i got many of friends that are super close to me, and I'm not gonna ruined it just because of us. i know can't go walk with you on your duty today cause i just can't leave my friends like that, and so sorry for just leaving you like that just now. i didn't mean to make you down or anything. I'm just so damn confused. uhhhh, and yes.




i love you too.remember that, i always do.







with lots of loveeee,
saff.

or can i say a LOL day? :D

i should say today is fun, laugh all day long today with them. :D HAHAHAH! it started when ching lian sing lady gaga's song; bad romance. LOL! when me and jia yin was like reading our story book AND ALL OF A SUDDEN
..he goes... RA RA ROMA MAMA GAGAG ROMA MAMA(8).

ME & JIA YIN : *STARES AT CHING LIAN*


ME: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHA!


JIA YIN: STILL shocked and said are you GAGA(to ching lian)?


ME: still booming with laughter.



( jia yin didn't laugh cause she don't know who the hell is lady gaga. D: (too bad.)



so, i know whats ching lian's new favourite song...



*drumrolls*





HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHHHAHAHAHAHAH! thats all about ching lian. ;)

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okaay, now i'm gonna show you some of my favourite songs and artists. :)
here they are:





you belong with me- taylor swift






boom boom pow- black eyed peas.




live your life- rihanna ft. T.I




beyonce- halo




with you- chris brown




party in the U.S.A- miley cyrus


i think thats it for today, gotta go now.. :)

xoxo,
saafffff!

your still my number 1#!

There's lots of things
With which I'm blessed,
Tho' my life's been both Sunny and Blue,
But of all my blessings,
This one's the best:
To have a friend like you.

In times of trouble
Friends will say,
"Just ask... I'll help you through it."
But you don't wait for me to ask,
You just get up
And you do it!

And I can think
Of nothing in life
That I could more wisely do,
Than know a friend,
And be a friend,
And love a friend... like you.

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this poem goes to you. i know you'll read this, and i'm so sorry to make you down. i don't wannna break our friendship. please do not ask me that question again. i like you as a friend, not more than that. please do understand me. my feelings for you is just as a 'friend' remember that. if you love me, please let me go, won't you? i know you'll find a girl whose way more better than me. please don't hate me for just i'm taken by someone.

i'm not dumping you nor rejecting.your still the best of all my bestest guy friend. you didn't joke with me today like you do everyday, or even talk. thats the saddest part for me today. i miss your lame jokes, your laughter and all. wouldn't you still be my friend/brother/father/bff? i just wanna tell you that your the bestest friend that god have given me. for the last time, i'm deeply sorry.



love,
saff.