i don't know is this feeling right or wrong. :/ love him? love him not? am i seriously fall in' love with him or not..? does he really loves me? or just a run off heartbreaking relationship, from his past? wtf. but he says he really loves me...since like couple of months ago, but he didn't show up anywhere or or lets say nowhere near my classmates nor best friends. is that what you called 'in a relationship' with a someone? eff no, i guess. are you ashamed being in a relationship with a girl two years younger than you? or maybe, you got another reason of why you don't wanna show up? but, why didnt you tell me..if there is? i didn't bother you didn't show up few days ago, cause i know you are super busy with your duty. but i know you went pass by me and my friends when we are in the canteen. you did smile, but you didn't talk to me or even say hi?
my friends was like are you sure you both really love each other? and i feel like piece of crap, when i said that we are. you did talk to me after that, i know. but you are like avoiding yourself around my friends. AND that's what i hate it. i got many of friends that are super close to me, and I'm not gonna ruined it just because of us. i know can't go walk with you on your duty today cause i just can't leave my friends like that, and so sorry for just leaving you like that just now. i didn't mean to make you down or anything. I'm just so damn confused. uhhhh, and yes.
i love you too.remember that, i always do.
with lots of loveeee,
saff.
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