LOVE.PLAIN.SIMPLE

I get butterflies,
every time,
You look at me, smile to me, talk to me.
Big cheesy smiles across my face,
You fill that empty place,
Deep in my heart,
Where it has been lonely for such a long while,
I hope we never part.
Because if we did…
I don’t know if I could take it..
I’m giving you my heart..
Please don’t break it.
Oh I feel for you so much,
When your not with me
Oh how I miss your smile.
I go crazy waiting for your reply,
When I can’t talk to you I want to cry.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way..
Feelings for you come more and more each and every day,
You know how to make me smile
I hate being away from you
Even for a little while
You’re so sweet
When I'm near you, my whole body fills with heat,
And I have an out of control heart beat.
I cant control myself
I cant help but want you all to myself.
I can’t think of enough words to explain,
My feelings for you are simple, there plain.
Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
I'm so glad we found each other
I'm so glad we love one another.
There are only so many words to use to say
You are more then okay
You’re mine babe.




love you always,F:)

thats what friends are for! :)

todaayyyy, was incredibly fun playing with kuan ning, bin wei, khoo, hong yao and raziq! :D we played during the geography period, mdm.karen gave us two FREE periods. cool right? ;) first thing in the morning i sat with ching lian cause i feel so damn lonely at the back siting with no one cause jia yin is absent. :( so, ching lian and me as usual talk girly girly stuff and all the BLA BLA stories. i remembered that time we used to do it last year, and we did it today..and with khoo TOO! he sits at my place while i'm in shakirah's. but when hong yao started sitting at jia yin's place it was kinda noisy and hes so annoying! calling me mama! ==' it sounds inappropriate. ugh.


so when, geography period starts, bin wei sits at irina's place and so do the other boys gather around. and you know what did we played? firstly, ABC GAME- (name of a random thing)it was soo FUN! we felt like we're still in primary. lols! than after that, we played THE TRUTH, DARE AND RATHER GAME! ;) SOOOO fuuuuuun! but kid teck quit when the bottle thing points to him, and we're like COWWWWWWWWAAARRDDDD! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! but, i always didn't get my turn so, YEAPPERRRSS! hahaha!


the sickest part when its bin wei's turn. the boys dared him to kiss me(*scoffafterscoffFAYYscoffangry*) =='. then kuan ning was like NOOO, BIN! later someone kill you. *winks at me. then bin wei was like, oh yeaaa, i forgot..cheeky smile! me: wtf lah you guys. ==' so they change person too HONG YAO! HAHHAHAH and he really kiss hong yao. O.O i was like .....(O.O)'''.....
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
IT WAS SO fun today though. :D



did talk to him today, after school. :) he gave me a box of chocolate wih a pink ribbon on it. :) cute rite? then i go awww, thats so sweet fayy. thank you. then *hugs* its normal to hug your own boyfriend right? HAHAH. wth. and i melted. HAHAHA. the chocolate didn't melt but the other way aroud, i seriously melted. HAHAH! HE was dead drop hot that time. my gosh. for the last time, Thanks for the advance valentine's day gift FAYYYYYY! i LALALALOVE youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. :)


i think thats all for today.




xoxo,
saff!

what a boring day. :(

today was so boring. there's mid-week service earl in the morning today and there was just me, fizah, fatin, naqibah, sidrah aand lastly kirah but she came late and i thought she's not coming to school today. oh yeah, and before that farhana came to school at about 7+ but only for giving a slip to fatin cause she's still having a fever. :( it was soo booring without her this following days.

in mid-week me, fatin and fizah kept on talking-talking while the ugama teacher is giving the advice of something. yes, we didnt pay attention at anything. but the good thing is the ugama teacher didnt catch us or anything , he just kept on the BLA BLA speech, which is sooo weird. well, its not even close to the tittle we are learning. wtf lah. so we BLA BLA too.

went to the basketball court as usual, waiting for my auntie to pick me up. but these days, i'm always alone while waiting cause farhana is absent and fizah is on duty. i was so damn bored, and my auntie pick me up late too. uggh. i just hate it. but theres this guy staring at me like i did something crazy or whatever. hes in form 5 , i think. he really freaked me out. shiz man. but, when his car is here, he walked pass me and gave me a super huge smile, i was like. ookaayy....? thats so weird. but i think he looks familiar(duh,one school mah).. or maybe the same CCA as me last year. idk. oh well. tomorrow i'll do that to him that what he did to me and say HELLOOO! *big famous safira's happy smile* and run away. :P nahh, such a coward. i'll say hi, though. HAHAH! thank god hes not that tall or huge. *no offense. okay tahts it for today.



ily, Fayy<3!



xoxo,
saff.

is it the right feeling?

i don't know is this feeling right or wrong. :/ love him? love him not? am i seriously fall in' love with him or not..? does he really loves me? or just a run off heartbreaking relationship, from his past? wtf. but he says he really loves me...since like couple of months ago, but he didn't show up anywhere or or lets say nowhere near my classmates nor best friends. is that what you called 'in a relationship' with a someone? eff no, i guess. are you ashamed being in a relationship with a girl two years younger than you? or maybe, you got another reason of why you don't wanna show up? but, why didnt you tell me..if there is? i didn't bother you didn't show up few days ago, cause i know you are super busy with your duty. but i know you went pass by me and my friends when we are in the canteen. you did smile, but you didn't talk to me or even say hi?












my friends was like are you sure you both really love each other? and i feel like piece of crap, when i said that we are. you did talk to me after that, i know. but you are like avoiding yourself around my friends. AND that's what i hate it. i got many of friends that are super close to me, and I'm not gonna ruined it just because of us. i know can't go walk with you on your duty today cause i just can't leave my friends like that, and so sorry for just leaving you like that just now. i didn't mean to make you down or anything. I'm just so damn confused. uhhhh, and yes.




i love you too.remember that, i always do.







with lots of loveeee,
saff.

or can i say a LOL day? :D

i should say today is fun, laugh all day long today with them. :D HAHAHAH! it started when ching lian sing lady gaga's song; bad romance. LOL! when me and jia yin was like reading our story book AND ALL OF A SUDDEN
..he goes... RA RA ROMA MAMA GAGAG ROMA MAMA(8).

ME & JIA YIN : *STARES AT CHING LIAN*


ME: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHHA!


JIA YIN: STILL shocked and said are you GAGA(to ching lian)?


ME: still booming with laughter.



( jia yin didn't laugh cause she don't know who the hell is lady gaga. D: (too bad.)



so, i know whats ching lian's new favourite song...



*drumrolls*





HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHHHHAHAHAHAHAH! thats all about ching lian. ;)

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okaay, now i'm gonna show you some of my favourite songs and artists. :)
here they are:





you belong with me- taylor swift






boom boom pow- black eyed peas.




live your life- rihanna ft. T.I




beyonce- halo




with you- chris brown




party in the U.S.A- miley cyrus


i think thats it for today, gotta go now.. :)

xoxo,
saafffff!

your still my number 1#!

There's lots of things
With which I'm blessed,
Tho' my life's been both Sunny and Blue,
But of all my blessings,
This one's the best:
To have a friend like you.

In times of trouble
Friends will say,
"Just ask... I'll help you through it."
But you don't wait for me to ask,
You just get up
And you do it!

And I can think
Of nothing in life
That I could more wisely do,
Than know a friend,
And be a friend,
And love a friend... like you.

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this poem goes to you. i know you'll read this, and i'm so sorry to make you down. i don't wannna break our friendship. please do not ask me that question again. i like you as a friend, not more than that. please do understand me. my feelings for you is just as a 'friend' remember that. if you love me, please let me go, won't you? i know you'll find a girl whose way more better than me. please don't hate me for just i'm taken by someone.

i'm not dumping you nor rejecting.your still the best of all my bestest guy friend. you didn't joke with me today like you do everyday, or even talk. thats the saddest part for me today. i miss your lame jokes, your laughter and all. wouldn't you still be my friend/brother/father/bff? i just wanna tell you that your the bestest friend that god have given me. for the last time, i'm deeply sorry.



love,
saff.